Hey there, This is my first try at writing, please try to give my text some time, you may find something that interests you. Who knows.
It is my 24th birthday, I made sure i delete it from all social media. As I think I would not be able to handle so much happiness, so much love from everyone. Even people who have never met me wish me, “Happy birthday”. Some old friends whom, I have not seen in a long long time, wonder what they look like in real life.
You might be wondering why is it so hard to say thank you or reply them with just a smile or like. Yeah but it’s not that easy for me and for a lot of people like me. There are people who say what they want, say when they want, be sad and get over it, be happy and celebrate. But also some people lack these qualities and tend to linger around a same situation longer than they should. Kind of psychopath, don’t know clearly.
I wasn’t always like this. There was a time i was as excited for my birthday as any 10 year old. I loved gifts and food, but the thing that never got me any happier if not sad was the people.
I would be much happier if you have a regular conversation with me on a regular day. A birthday, a festival. We kind of people don’t much appreciate the individuality of these days. They are just like any other saturday to us.
A heartfelt hello is much better than an insincere luxury gift anyday.